This is the 1st time in my life I love a man..
This might be not my 1st love, but this surely my true love..
But how could be with him?
He’s not the best, not the kindest, not the handsome one, not the honest one..
But why why why?
My feeling towards him is so strong that I can’t deny it anymore..
I love him, so I need him to be with me all the time..
Dear God.. please.. if u bless me with him let this feeling be perfect at the time, but if u don’t bless me with him just make this feeling disappear..
No matter ur decision is all the best for me, so please.. I beg only U.. my dearest God..
~ for me, my self who is in love ~